灰色地带

爱着你呵护你承受着你
忽冷忽热态度十分难挨
守护着这份爱
难道只为了最后望着你离开
昨天只是明天的开始
不愿这样被遗憾主宰
爱陷入灰色地带
相处若没感情
就该分开
爱逝去不能重来
放弃只是一种无奈
因为爱已不在
爱过了哭过了心已累了
感情怎么变得如此难挨
两个人一份爱
走到尽头还是一个人的感慨

原来友情竟可以那么的脆弱

友情，是建立于互相信任，互相帮忙，需要时一起面对，一起分享，但原来友情，也可在毫无防备心之下，就这样破灭，不能弥补，也不知其原因。有些事情，有时是需要些解释什么来着，不能让一个人在茫茫云雾中寻觅答案，一个永远没有的答案。我还需要介意这已经不知道是什么价值，已经不知道在我心目中是什么重量的天平的友情吗？谁能明明确确，真真实实的告诉我？难道之前的回忆都已成过去，一去不返？那些一起度过的日子，温馨快乐的感觉依然在我脑海里。为什么我那么的在乎你，你却可以装作看不见，把我透明化？我珍惜每一段友情，与每一个人的友情，我们现在到底算什么？见面哈拉的朋友？还是我们还是好朋友？我真的很期待你给我答案的那一天！不闻不问会更让我伤心难过的！我在你眼里到底是什么？？？？？？？

犹豫着的茫茫前途

九月刚狠心拒绝了一个护士的课程的邀请，现在又来多一个，一个在十月二十二日的面试，我该去吗？我到底是不是很适合做护士啊？我不知自己何时申请了这几项奖学金，但我真的不知该往哪儿去了。在这里的确读得很辛苦，心酸只有自己知晓，不敢告诉他人，只因这些是自己该烦恼的事，让我不知该向谁倾诉心中的纳闷。犹豫着......就好像宽敞无际的海洋，永远不知道答案在何方，多希望海浪能为我解答，海鸥听我倾诉....












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Random

Sori for not uploading the blog for quite a long time...haha....Is a mentally education camp at penang during my mid sembreak...It teach me a lot throughout this camp...although gt bit boring at d beginning,it is quite meaningful afterall.....pictures with all my teammate....and all d gals need to tie such hair which i dun used to it....haha...but well,afterall is juz for 3 days....i won't tie it after that,....haha....handphone stuck now,maybe uploading the pictures next time....

Two weeks from now!!!!

One week from now is going to be our final exam...although haven't study, but evrone muz be confident with ourselves saying that we cn overcome evrthing and strive for d 2nd sem....jia you and dun play ady...no free time for oni one week and tat's all...evrone muz tink of ur future....jia you lo...although i'm vr lazy nw, i will DO my best to study but nt try my best....I sure can do it....all the best to myself and all my UTPian mates...Final exam,here I will rule you!!!

Day juz pass in flash

is an emo day for me...juz duno y...maybe too much things i keep dy and suddenli today juz burst such....words from frenz,lyrics of songs and wateva thing tat make me emo........i duno wat actuali happen to me.no time for me to emo dy...but still can't settle down my feelings.still gt lots of stuffs to do.writing task,physics assignment, tutorial and bla bla bla....so many things...hope i will still surviving after d final exam......haha.....then penang here i come!!!!!!!!!!

food of the day!

What a boring day....omg......whole day with facebook....and i reali duno wat happen to my son...i'm reali vr vr wori about him man....yw,u will be fine and jia you....think optimistic bit.....be with u alwiz...best wishes for me....

My lunch is fried rice tapao by olivia on the way back from her church...thx ya...it's cost me RM4 but it's worth....caz got lots of fish...haha...


oooo....fish.....

My dinner: v2 cafe chicken rice and some of my favourite kuih...although i soar throat,i dun get to eat d karipap,it's for olivia..the green kuih is fantastic...yummy...

pity my stomach....

porridge cook by olivia...thx for cooking dinner for me...haha...with ikan bilis and rou4 si1..haha


frenz almost all go back dy...left me and olivia kesian in d block tat quite empty and quiet.good oso,the internet suddenli vr fast liao....my dinner for tonite before going to badminton...dun jealous ya........haha

a recovering day...

recover faster than expected....the 1st time i swallow so many panadols in one day....6 biji man...omg....no choice la...dun wan kena quarantined ma....if i reali recover later,badminton here i come.....hope i cn go play later la......thx for evrone concern......take care ya...amitabha

a terrible friday

havin fever since last night...so sleep early at almost 11pm..but haven't finish studying...so wake up today 5 am...damn tired....then sleep back at 6 sumthing and wake up again at 8 sumthing then sleep again at 9am...until finally found that i can't wake up dy....damn hot my whole body and my head reali pain like hell....so i continue sleep...vivan dun let me wake up...thx her for taking care of me....fever until 39.5 degree celcius....omg...i dun wan kena quarantined....dun wan go c doctor and hate eating panadol....but at last juz nw,i chose nt to be quarantined so swallow 2 panadol go in.....feeling better now...sori to eho,i knw i damn stubborn...haha....but at last,kena my mum scold...hehe...so hope can recover tomolo and wan go badminton....if nt,i dead boring here....

Exam is tomolo

I did nothing...test is tomolo...i still haven't finish study...haiz...duno y,feel vr sleepy whole day...but i slept yesterday 10pm wor...duno wat happen to me...blur...hope i cn pass my test tomolo which i absolutely blank bout trigonometry.....physics???friday ar.....4 chaps haven't study...muz burn midnight oil dy after precalculus test.....PAVILLION,here i come...my 'bed' for wed and thurs...haha...muz continue study dy...if nt.....hmm....

Friday life

wake up 7 sumthing today for precalculus tutorial...but juz realize my tutor change dy..haiz...caz ponteng too much la...that's d results...haha...staying in irc now...doing wiley precalculus quiz...later havin physics lecture tonight....hmm....going to icc meeting later 8pm to 11pm..if d meeting ends early,then BADMINTON time!!!whoa....d onli realiability in utp...juz duno y...today quite moody....feel like missing sumthing,...good luck to me in evrone in next week test.and enjoy urself for those who r going for femine 30...i reali hope to join..maybe next time....got d feeling of writing blog today after c get eho's blog...haha...

Sweet memories

some pictures with my frenz who dun wana go back home...too free la them...here are some pictures with them...weird posts all....